Hello everynyan !
I'm a 29 y.o. nonbinary (they/them) person from France. I am extremely cringy but to be cringe is to be free!
Decay or growing
30.06.2025 - I feel like my mind has deteriorated so much from 10, 15 years ago, and I’m not really old… It feels like it’s harder to imagine things now. Stories, ideas for drawing, for DIY projects… It’s harder to notice things…
It’s hard to explain, but my mind feels like it’s scattering. I wonder if it’s the decade long mental illness… Maybe everyone feels this but nobody ever talks about it ?
My visit deeper into the museum
I wonder why I ever stopped making art. Drawing or writing. I used to get so many compliments for my writing or my visual art. It feels like I abandonned these activities once I started feeling like I wasn’t progressing as much as my pairs.
Sometimes, I don’t feel human. I feel so different, so...unfit ? Does everyone feel like that ?.
My visit to the museum
Today, I went to the Comtemporary and Modern Art Museum. On a random Wednesday. The weather’s nice this week, so I need to get out a bit ! Also, I’ve been wanting to go again. I feel like I’ve not been using my time wisely. Because I’m looking for work, it feels like I’m not allowed to do fun stuff out, you know ? But you really can’t job search 24/7.
To be fair, I already limit myself to week days.
There was an exhibit about transformative artworks. A couple of Yoko Ono stuff, even. Art is cool.
I feel like there’s this idea that modern art is BS, especially transformative/performance art.
2 things imo :
Some artists are taking the piss a bit… There is such a thing as « come on now, you really think this is art ? »
BUT ! At the same, if transofrmative art is art, and art is meant to trigger an emotional response, then, it’s doing its job, isn’t it ?
Anyway, there were a lot of older prints, manuals and the like, art installations. It was much fun !
Tbh, I also really liked that there were very few people. The rooms were so big, it’s a nice feeling for me, to be in a big, open room, alone.
First blogpost owo
I’m still obsessed with this anime （；￣д￣）
So, back when the first season came out, I got really into it !! I looked past the more unsavory part, you know, the whole « patient is in love with her doctor ». I mean, she’s 12 and he’s the only person who cares about her. Like, it’s not unrealistic, even tho it make mes a bit (⇀_⇀)
The animation is beauiful and the plot makes you wanna watch more, but from what I’ve heard in the manga, it’s gonna get a bit uhmmmm incesty ??
So, I didn’t want to watch s2 because I don’t know how far we would get in the plot. But… I loved it ! I think it’s good if we can recognize some of the media we watch/like is not great in all aspect, propagates problematic tropes or viewpoints, etc !
I just wanna watch more now !! What can I watch next ??